Look at people have partner , lover, money, meet anyone they want, good life n of course I will hope can get same thing.
For a year I tried make myself happy, busy, Cheerup but until now I'm lost.
Then I start pray, doa to my god... Sometime I'm cried in front of Him... I'm shy to tell him what I want n always argue him.
Finally I just asking him... I wish I'm died early n don't want continue life like this.life is complicated but a close friend never try to understand me. What else I can do?
Someone say u must make urself happy 1st.... Then someone come to u. When I'm happy why not u take me as ur partner? Or u just bullshit me!!!
We are different.... Really sad when I think nobody cares about me.