Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Life is crazy ..., u bad mood, u mad, u hate people, u missed them. N u cry.... Sometime u alone.... Lonely. The only thing u want is attention. Yeah I need that from someone. I'm not close with my family, even I'm not sharing most part of my life with my family to compare my close friend. But when a close friend ignore me.. It's a bit rough n I'm really sad. I know I'm not kids anymore... But having an attention it's good for everyone.
Monday, May 13, 2013
I know in islam we believe with qada n qadar. N it's not good we asking Allah for died. As human sometime I'm frustrated with my life. Not because I'm want be rich or nice life but sometime I felt empty for my life.
Look at people have partner , lover, money, meet anyone they want, good life n of course I will hope can get same thing.
For a year I tried make myself happy, busy, Cheerup but until now I'm lost.
Then I start pray, doa to my god... Sometime I'm cried in front of Him... I'm shy to tell him what I want n always argue him.
Finally I just asking him... I wish I'm died early n don't want continue life like this.life is complicated but a close friend never try to understand me. What else I can do?
Someone say u must make urself happy 1st.... Then someone come to u. When I'm happy why not u take me as ur partner? Or u just bullshit me!!!
We are different.... Really sad when I think nobody cares about me.