There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Sunday, October 27, 2013

me at 27 oct 2013...hhheh b4 edit to intagram


Monday, October 21, 2013

me after long time stay quiet










such long time not updated this blog.....just a way from here to instagram actually...well done

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Lonely

Tonight I felt really lonely . I don't know with who I should share it because i know nobody will understand me. It's hard for me.... To see few couple having lunch together, kissing, laughing, I really hope I have someone I love . Where is my love? Plssss I'm too lonely. I'm sad

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

I'm Ariff

Life is crazy ..., u bad mood, u mad, u hate people, u missed them. N u cry.... Sometime u alone.... Lonely. The only thing u want is attention. Yeah I need that from someone. I'm not close with my family, even I'm not sharing most part of my life with my family to compare my close friend. But when a close friend ignore me.. It's a bit rough n I'm really sad. I know I'm not kids anymore... But having an attention it's good for everyone.



Monday, May 13, 2013

Empty


I wanna died

I know in islam we believe with qada n qadar. N it's not good we asking Allah for died. As human sometime I'm frustrated with my life. Not because I'm want be rich or nice life but sometime I felt empty for my life.

Look at people have partner , lover, money, meet anyone they want, good life  n of course I will hope can get same thing.

For a year I tried make myself happy, busy, Cheerup but until now I'm lost.

Then I start pray, doa to my god... Sometime I'm cried in front of Him... I'm shy to tell him what I want n always argue him.

Finally I just asking him... I wish I'm died early n don't want continue life like this.life is complicated but a close friend never try to understand me. What else I can do? 

Someone say u must make urself happy 1st.... Then someone come to u. When I'm happy why not u take me as ur partner? Or u just bullshit me!!!

We are different.... Really sad when I think nobody cares about me. 

That's life

Sometime when someone we trust, we believe , we loved, we admirer, missed n they ignore us.... It's better not hav any connection anymore. Just broke my heart.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

I'm lonely

When the time goes fast... I realize people are changed. I felt lonely. The feeling I really scared. The feeling I really with go far from me.

At this moment I wish I meet someone which can make me happy, laugh, n smile. I knew few people ignore me. Yeah go ahead I don't care too. It's sad when u need someone called friend but not there around you. That's all about this life.

Friday, January 25, 2013

i felt sorrow.... i don't know with who i should talk



Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
(if someone telling you i forgot you)
Jangan kau dengar
(please, you don't listen)
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
(if someone telling you i'm not loyal)
Jangan kau dengar
(please, you don't listen)


Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
(many love came approach)
Ku menolak
(i deny)
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
(all because i love you)


Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
(if someone telling you i'm not good)
Jangan kau dengar
(please, you don't listen)
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
(if someone telling you i'm changed)
Jangan kau dengar
(please, you don't listen)
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
(many love came approach)
Ku menolak
(i deny)
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
(all because i love you)
Kau
(you)

Reff:

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
(Moments you remember me, i remember you)
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
(moments you miss me, i felt too)
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
(i know you always want beside me)
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
(i do the best i can do)
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau
(only God knew how much i love you)


Jika kau tak percaya pada ku
( if you not believe me)
Sakitnya aku
(painful me)
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
(if you listen from them)
Sedih hatiku
(my heart sad)
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
(many love came approach)
Ku menolak
(i deny)
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
(all because i love you)
Kau
(you)

Back to Reff

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
(Moments you remember me, i remember you)
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
(moments you missing me, i felt too)
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
(i know you always want beside me)
Kau tahu ku juga ingin denganmu
(you know i also want beside you)
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
(i know you always want beside me)
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
(i do the best what i can do)
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau
(only God knew how much i love you)