There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

I'm sad

When I woke up from sleep i really sad.I pretend to be strong although my mentality is weak n not so happy.

Monday, August 27, 2012

let me go

sometime its hard to explain what we want, what we felt, what we wanna explain to u......but after explain from A-Z, the only answer is OK. do u think i'm waiting for OK answer? i know life is hard..... i swear n agree...thats why i try to not tell everyone what i'm felt now.....because u only LOVE urself, ur work, ur family not our talk n etc. its ok..thats what u want..go ahead...i don't care

Sunday, August 26, 2012

after work out

i did discipline workout just to reduce my belly...yeay can see little result...more sit up n exercise at home

Saturday, August 18, 2012


I don't what I can write here. I just felt sad with what happen around me. Jealous, frustrated , fed up, confuse,down like usual. Nothing can make me happy at the moment.

I know to be with family is the most important thing . I'm happy to be here just something missing in my life.

I'm sad with myself. The place called kuala lumpur . With the un nice community make sad. Don't know with who I should share. Sometime I wrote a hint in fb with hope I can release my stress a little bit not try get sympathy.

I'm fed up n jealous with the people hav good chance, hav date, good trip, nice place, meet people, drunk, maybe fun. N me just begging with people to have date.go out, dinner or lunch. Mostly I do alone. Sleep alone too.

That's life . I'm frustrated... Too much.

Saturday, August 11, 2012


not all what we planned will happen. not all what we love we love us. not all what we want we can get it. not all we hope we will get it.

thats life. its happened to me.not 1st time but all the time. its make me fed up about the life, confuse, until i hate myself.

after have bad time few day ago..and again another one. i dont know what i should to. to share with people...people have different opinion. same with me..i have my own opinion. this time the painful make me so down down down. i totally give up......speechless.

like i wrote b4...when u have bad time like this and u need a good friend near you to share ur bad feel....but they not near u..u will felt worst. i need lover..... so badly sad.

Friday, August 10, 2012

me....again shoot

life is not easy...up and down...only i wish all the beat for my life. right now i have hair prblm...because too stress lately...yeah u can see nice and handsome at front..but from behind kind of embarrassing . hope its will growth up soon.i try to not stress anymore..learn how to release it...but its more stress when u dont have any good friend to talk, sharing. i miss all my good friend b4..which is stay near me..went out with me...beach, forest, hill, driving car.....i need to realize everyone have thier own path...even i'm not regret. i miss all of u

wedding set

my university mate will marriage next he choose me become his clamps groom.

its was surpised after he choose we go to wedding planner to take clothes measurement for the clothes at wedding.

i snap few photo for wedding ceremony at malaysia. look nice...which i was seat on the that chair. hehhe

the ring

i was company my officemate to buy ring for his brother's wedding. so 1st time i'm at ring shop. i was excited n the design also good. i wish i'm wearing any ring now. to be attached with someone i love.

my friend siti...acting like a good love couple for our gossip at office. that funny.

iftar with university mate yesterday

after long time not meet....finally we decided to meet at ikea, damansara because some friend wanna give thier wedding card.a bit sad because i can see their face so happy n ready to marriage. but me i'm still single and alone. suddenly at the iftar time..i received sad message..something disappointed me. thats life. i need to move on