Every nite is lonely nite. Go home without anything just lay naked on bed watch tv, cold n so quiet. Everyda is empty, lonely....... Imaging all my friend marriage have sex n get baby.sometime fight maybe at least the life is complete. Up n down is normal. At my age now honestly I desperate to hav someone special in my life. Sweaty n wet on bed, smiling b4 go sleep, warm hug n beautiful snoring at middle at night. It's showed I'm not alone anymore.
Yes I know some friend n family member read this but I don't care I'm mature enough to write anything I want n I also normal human. Have needs love sex, n etc.
That's life but who care.... All my lovers gone n never come back to me. Do u think I should begging them to come n pick? Yes I did.... But everyone with their career.same with me.i always said to everyone, how hard u work u can't bring that money to grave unless u hav kids to take care.
Why not just forget the job at the moment n spent time with someone u like. Have good memory.... I wish I'm rich n I can go somewhere n do what I want.
Talk like shit but honestly if I meet someone love me n I love him I resign 24 hour n get ready to move on. I don't care.the world gonna end soon. Go n have time!!!