There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Saturday, March 31, 2012

sick heart

one of the reason i don't like to share about my prblm is when i get awful respond.sometime the answer is totally different n its far from the context "who am i".

i always said...u can't easily give the answer if u not put urself at my side. At same time ur country is different with "malaysia context". even the culture is different and of course the personal is too wider different.

yeah i think too much but i try my best to decide what i suppose do with right comment. if u think i have another agenda its wrong. i try to suite my personal life, working culture, n financial too. frustrated...........................

Monday, March 26, 2012

Done cleaning floor n heart

This wknd I mostly stay at home as punishment what I'm doing at Friday night. I realize bad people always around me.

So clean the floor at garden b4 I move out soon. Last time I put plant n vase on floor. Hope Its clean enough.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

its painful

when the sunrise come out,
i always hope, believe its will shiny my day,

i felt the warm u gave me,
the little vibrate when i touch u,
i saw the light in you,
i only wish u stay bright my day,
because i know i can't have you

suddenly at noon the cloud came,
sorrow, seems bring bad weather
its and heavy

flooding every where,
damage many place n leave the scar,

its really painful because i know....
its gonna happen.......n i'm so sad.
from the whole my life

march 25,2012

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

French bakery levian

Yesterday whole day at home.n today try to go out see the world . Still flu but need exercise sometime. Long time not do gym.... My muscle pain

Monday, March 12, 2012


In real life we LOVE find someone nice to be partner but we not realize we just need find someone no matter nice or not to complete our LOVE n life.

Monday, March 5, 2012

Packing begin

Starting packing some stuff when new owner SMS me to measure the kitchen. She said they will renovate the kitchen. Lucky I finished all food. Just packing unuse kitchen stuff in box.

Still looking house feel bad too. That's life