There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Monday, January 30, 2012

The life

From time to time, my life is more challenging. Sometime I feel hard n difficult.until now I can go smoothly n full help from friend.

Since Chris leaving,my life very bored.no more SMS,Skype, or invitation for going out date.felt strange from usually.

Now what I'm thinking is how to continue life,find new house to move ASAP. Then I can settle down the rest of my life.sometime I'm thinking to leave kl city n back hometown. Life is city really hectic,crazy but I love it.

So where is my next stop?still looking although is a bit scary 4 me.not looking 5 star house, just a place reasonable 4e as young n active person. If someone have any idea let me know

Sunday, January 29, 2012

So lonely

Walk in city just to spend time last day 4 off day.tomorrow will start work again.

Nice to hav iPhone , helped a lot to write.bored be alone.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

In the meantime

This morning is another hard time 4 me.not to beg sympathy but just to share my feeling.a good friend leaving from kl.meeting him without expectation n we develop the friendship with many great thing. Exploring the life of nature,laughing ,photography, n the life is really wonderful. Felt bad when a good friend stay far bcos u start missing the activity n everything. I just hope all gone smoothly n I love everyone in my life. So sad , really. Only god knows.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

in the swing......welcome back

for a few week i put my blog under maintenance...finally i opened it back for public. time for me to make myself busy writing. yeah many thing happen lately...so i need to arrange again my life.

bad feeling, sad, broke heart, frustrated, less confident, confuse its normal as human. i know its not good when i'm moody..but who cares? sometime i hate people around me......sometime i miss them. what can i do......anyway more photo soon.

Monday, January 2, 2012

so hot because of durian....


i dont know how much i eat durian....pee smell like durian...all durian...my body hot....arghhh dont know how to reduce it......hahhaha almost naked at home....like usual.

durian n fruit party in orchard......officemate




















at this moment


No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel all right

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back


And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?


Who do you think you are?


Who do you think you are?

my young sister visiting me

its was a shocked visit by them and i can say its was great time too. only i dont know how to make them more happy because we rarely meet.itswas good time because soon i will move to new house...at least they can stay at this house. mostly all my family member went to this house. anyway to make they happy, i tried my best like cooking and eating. hahha

so i bought a lot of food in fridge....spent time cooking and eating. we went to ayam penyet, durian, and sate.on the way to putrajaya for engagement..i bring them together...but they wanna go to alamanda. after engagement..i showed them putrajaya. was good moment too









ikhwaness engage










26 December 2011, few days b4 new year..i went to my university mate engagement. he choose our classmate Aness.its was nice because all of us busy with work, meet at great day. this time...only my friend afifah and me r join that great day.

long time ago i can say we r always in group like 12 or 15 person when doing activity, but from time to time...... everybody is changing...couple, marriage even forget to hangout together. some friend already move out from kuala lumpur n back to their state n working there. right now only afifah and me are available....we missed the memory.

lucky.... chris borrowed me his car, at least i can attend the ceremony...they will marriage september 2012. hope everything will go smoothly. ikhwan is my best best friend actually. my classmate, my univeristymate, my housemate, my roommate and his car's mate too. when we study at university...only ikhwan have car..we use kancil only...n everyday he help us to class, university....so kind person. even in his life never have "mad" word..always be positive.

i can say his life a bit wealthy but he not so lucky because he not 100% well...his pancreas has prblm n waiting someone to donate it. every time to eat he must inject the insulin..... if i'm not mistaken. but he still strong n helpful person. even at room...he never care what i'm open in my computer...hahaha he not busy body person. hahhaha.many memory actually.......wish u all the best for the life my good friend.congrats again.