There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

idulfitri 2012

Monday, August 29, 2011

a bit jealous

a few week ago...i saw something make me an album photo..... he celebrate his birthday with small party including his the album, i saw his friend....some of them i knew, n i admirer too, long time ago. its like the world are so my heart i always said "i know what we want...we never get it...but we only can see from our eyes and digest to our mind".

the party seems happening.... to compare with me. hmmm this year a bit low profile actually.was nice too at bkk for my birthday.not regret.just missed to hear birthday song from crowd, or close friend.i'm getting old....hate to be single n alone.

all by myself

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
By myself
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

all by myself especially took

i love this song by celine dion...the great is il divo. i know not all people love celine dion....drama queen song... but without him...i'm sure people will never listen this kind of song..sentimental, touching, n of course lovely lyric for example.......can u imaging the life without ariff? n my life without all of u?

i love u..... i always try be happy done all by myself.

2012 holiday, long holiday, looking holiday companion,holiday partner

angkor wat
hong kong
koh samui island, thailand

redang island, malaysia

sipadan island, sabah

phi phi island, thailand

bali island, indonesia

21 jan saturday off day
22 jan sunday off day
23 jan monday chinese new year
24 jan tuesday chinese new year
25 jan Wednesday compulsory leave
26 jan thursday compulsory leave
27 jan friday compulsory leave
28 jan saturday off day
29 jan sunday off day
30 jan monday working
31 jan tuesday working
01 feb wednesday public holiday (federal day)
02 feb thursday working
03 feb friday working
04 feb saturday off day
05 feb sunday off day (prophet muhammad's birthday)
06 feb monday public holiday (replacement from sunday)
07 feb tuesday public holiday (thaipusam)

actually its really amazing because nearly 18day for holiday if i took another 4 day leave 30,31 jan and 2 and 3 feb.......

thats why i'm looking companion or someone to hang out soon. its long holiday...a waste for me to not do something special. if i have plan....i will start saving....any taker? opinion, cheap n reasonable place to go? don't want expensive package but not interesting.

not mind to travel in malaysia too.....start looking cheap air asia now........

shooting after midnite

hmmm like usual i can't sleep when i have many thing to do at next day especially a week ago. all my mind full with work load, the target need to achieve.then i start crazy taking some photo at middle of midnight. why? i have reason ...always hehhee. trust me!!!!

the reason is nearly one month i'm not shaving or cut my hair, so all growth up and messy. n i will do shaving when i finish all my job. so i love to compile or record my face with mustache n beard. honestly all my housemate want me save the mustache because i look different.... hahhaa but i'm not feel comfortable n look old too. now i shave already part of them.

i like like to healthy of my teeth. hahha now after a few week from teeth operation, i can eat any food n my body start gain weight. hahha i like it. i love to be meaty rather than slim. yark!!!!!.

after raya i will do intensive exercise n build my muscle later. as my target to look for my next trip on 16 sept to kota kinabalu n paris.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

office's makan2 for fasting, concorde

roses for my mother

actually i have many thing to write here, some still in my mind, delayed and hoping i available to write more later. trust me, i was working like hell for this month. because too busy for project submission to the authority. 3 days b4 long holiday... i done submitted and waiting the approval for 2 month from now.

my 1st project i handle by myself, start from empty land, design, drawing, 3d building, submission and etc.

anyway thats not my topic for this 3 beautiful photo.i love flower like my mother also. one day in few week ago, i called her if she want anything for hari raya preparation. she want me buy some plastic flower. i know some people don't like plastic flower because its not real. but in our culture..we love that and people in here also good in flower creativity. the arrangement n so on.

my mother also a good make arrangement for the flower. so i bought he red roses and another type of small flower. so i took some photo for her my my own arrangement. it is look nice? can fight tj or not? hahahha

i know some people very good in flower arrangement...that's the ability gave by god. should be proud and use it to for better benefit. so here some photo about the flower and i'm enjoyed doing the arrangement.....

glee or geli(ticklish/amused)

my office is like a radio station..which is we always playing some song when we r working. thats why we call architectural STUDIO. hehehe. sometime some of my friend request popular song. so we always fighting to find latest song, especially local and international song. because of many people with many hard to find good song.

i love adele but some officemate dont like to hear thats. so i was thinking about glee... the musical drama from USA. some of thier song are very good...sometime better the original singer. one thing make me laughing is why they called GLEE because in malay word we have similar pronounce with GLEE but we called GELI. GELI means ticklish or amused. similar meaning too. hahhaa

so last 2 week..was stress with i download more than 80 song from glee tv seriess. amazingly some of them really nice. like

rehab, hello,bust your windows, the boys is mine, fire, really remind me about my past time...very lovely and i missed them. thanks Glee because choose very good song, voice and so to dance too

i can felt the soul of the song, seems like wanna dance..tango, 60an, swing n etc. lovely actually.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011


i know i always write something sad n unhappy. i'm sensitive person actually. for me the small matter is big thing for me. i always care for everything. sometime i realize i also stubborn too. but really when i know someone..i will love them more than myself. i'm believe everyone i meet is very important although sometime i'm a bit rush for something unclear for me.

thats why...when someone leaving my circle..i will start worry, sad and take few day to recover until i really can accept it.i love friend more than everything.thats me.i need time to be happy again. i know the time will change soon,, but i really look something interesting to explore. just miss my classmate for this time..especially hari raya..normally we will stat to visit friend's house by car...taking photo, shooting and etc. but this year seems nothing.

i also have another best friend b4..... he always travel and never invite me together. and i said to him..go, go with ur officemate n no need invite me or try travel with day when u leaving kl...u missed something u never do b4 when u hav chance with me.

i can say..i always bring happy in my group, idea, decision maker, and of course make them laugh n smile. i like to see them happy especially i'm crazy taking photo.....force them taking photo together.thats make me happy with my friend.

a memory..always love my friend

at cameron highlands. Elly, me and usop, both of them not in kl anymore

me and elly

me and elly

usop, rina and me putrajaya lake

elly, rina and me putrajaya hot ballon

give a smile, hot balloon. elly , me and rina

every year, we will go open house hari raya together, friend's house in kl

we stick together for more than 5 year

play bowling when hav free time

went to waterfall at weekend

went to kelantan for one of friend wedding

kak lily wedding, at kelantan

bowling time...always together

usop, ese and me at kelantan city

eyes on malaysia opening for 5 years ago i think

best friend...both of them finally become couple until now

the garden.... still under construction...long time ago

some friend in this group when active at society at university

asrul and balqis, me, farhana and dima, farhana and dima now married. balqis married with another guy