There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Friday, December 31, 2010

just officemate's married

when i saw friend get marriage, deep my heart i'm thinking of myself. i know its painful, jealous, confuse, and desperate inside me. i know i should be happy with great day of friend. maybe the God still punish me. sometime i afraid to wait. waiting the time my self hav lover, put ring on my finger or spending time with someone u like or comfortable to be with.where is my love?

i'm tired being this. tomorrow i will be 26 years old at 2011. still not enough matured for me? sometime i just think this life very not fair to me..... ;-(

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