There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Monday, September 28, 2009

celebrate hit 6000 in my blog




cool,funny n fun song.......FUCK YOU by lily allen



i listened this song at my brother's laptop at hometown, when holiday there.so ...i love the music....but the lyric really strange. i enjoyed it...hahaha. i'm sure this song will never play at malaysia's radio...so go and listen it

not all our day is great day...i feared

I feared being alone
Until I learned to like Myself.

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I feared failure
Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try.

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I feared success
Until I realized That I had to try In order to be happy With myself.

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I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that People would have opinions About me anyway.

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I feared rejection
Until I learned to Have faith in myself.

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I feared pain
Until I learned that it's necessary For growth.

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I feared the truth
Until I saw the Ugliness in lies.

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I feared life
Until I experienced Its beauty .

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I feared death
Until I realized that it's Not an end, but a beginning.

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I feared my destiny,
Until I realized that I had the power to change My life.

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I feared hate
Until I saw that it Was nothing more than Ignorance.

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I feared love
Until it touched my heart, Making the darkness fade Into endless sunny
days.

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I feared ridicule
Until I learned how To laugh at myself.

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I feared growing old
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

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I feared the future
Until I realized that Life just kept getting Better.

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I feared the past
Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me.


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I feared the dark
Until I saw the beauty Of the starlight.

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I feared the light
Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.

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I feared change,
Until I saw that Even the most beautiful butterfly Had to undergo a
metamorphose is Before it could fly.


Just because you know someone doesn't mean you love them, and just because you don't know people doesn't mean you can't love them. You can fall in love with a complete stranger in heartbeat, if God planned that route for you. So open your heart to strangers more often. You never know when God will throw that pass at you.

Could I Have This Kiss Forever - Arieque Fadhillesias

today is very hectic day at office..to much delay work because long holiday. need to catch up asap. the prblm is not came from the project but the wrong instruction from big boss. what to do......teamwork is important. i did well until felt dont want go back home because feel lonely at home, so better doing job at office. luckily i got a song from my sister when holiday at hometown. could i hav this kiss forever....yeah old song, just new in my phone. to make me relax, rest n run from pressure of work..i repeated the song...very beautiful song with great lyric.i love kissing......lol, love to dance, hug n give the great kiss. heheh french kiss? malay kiss? or what.....


Could I Have This Kiss Forever - Enrique Iglesias

Over and over I look in your eyes
You are all I desire
You have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

Could I have this kiss for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end
Oh baby please

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

lemon farm, pick for friend and family







nothing to bring to friend at kl....some fresh lemon from farm and raya biscuit. i love lemon. so pick for many and eat on the way to kl. so nice

time for family photography

all members of family except my older sister (3rd) with her husband n my uncle

my 1st older sister with her kids n husband

my 2nd older sister with her husband

boys in family, me (4th) , hanifa (5th green blue) n hisham (6th standing)

boys and brother in law

girls in family except my 3rd sister

Sunday, September 27, 2009

candid de eidulfitri day

my young brother n sister n my mother

my young brother n sister n my mother

my young brother,sister, my uncle n my mother

my family with cousin

my young brother, my older sister(2nd) n mother



my young brother, my older sister(1st) n mother

my cousin n me

my sister with her husband

1 syawal.....its lovely n great day to me

from left me, arfah ( 9th) n aneza (7th)

from left arfah ( 9th), me n aneza (7th)

from left me, arfah ( 9th) n aneza (7th)

me(4th) n azwa (9th)

me

me n arfah (8th)

me and aneza (7th)

arfah (8th), aneza (7th) and azwa (9th). azwa n arfah is twin

from left me, my uncle (my mothers's young brother), hisham (6th) and hanifa (5th)

we still single.....only 3 older sister already marriage

preparation at eidulfitri day











helping mother...curry puff

every morning at hometown i woke up around 5am or 630am to help mother at kitchen. 3 of my older sister have family so all the responsibility on me. everyday need to wake up early n make preparation for whole family. making curry puff is one of my favourite. since 5 years old, i helped my mother to send food at restaurant at 6am. we r come from poor family, so my mother make many kind of food to send at restaurant n also at school.

so normally, i helped my mother make instant pancake, instant currypuff, and instant doughnut. see the photo one by one, how to make the curry puff. at terengganu, the instant currypuff still cheap , only RM0.18 per one. enjoyed helping my mother make currypuff. love my mother.