Thursday, January 29, 2009
i'm lucky actually, many people care me even ove me. i know, but.......i'm shy because jobless, even dont hav selfconfident to meet, but everything will be ok soon.hopefully. my hair growth now, something happen, but i already cut it b4 its more bad. i must love myself.....those love me n care me, thank you very much.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
i worked b4 at klcc area, (august07- august 08) but i never meet someone interesting b4, even i never hav dream to happy in my life. when i move to new company at midvalley area ( september 08- december 08) i found what i want, even that time i facing many prblm.i'm happy at midvalley office, hav great life, went to gym, hav nice body, met with great person even great friend too.
then after i got new office at klcc area (start feb....) again, everyone disappear. i know them at corner, around me, remember me, but why not meet me.
i'm not dangerous guy, not steal what u hav, even i hav my own self respect. maybe i'm wrong n did mistake, in front of me is a only fake.
when u become a real honest guy, people will use u until they called u kampung boy, but when u become bad guy, people will say u r bitch. so what the hell should i become? disrespect person with 2 face? even up n down person?or else..............its unfair, n of course its not fair to me.i pray the god, u will got what u did to me.......i'm sure the right thing will come to me.........i hate to people impure in relationship. stop pretending in front of me.huh!!!!
Friday, January 23, 2009
see the truth i can explain here........the viewer from my hot profile
i appreciate that, but sometime give me chance to hav right person at right time
difficult for me to explain here, if the 1st time happen to u, u can be patient n stay away, n 2nd time same thing, but for 3rd time i'm sure u must go n leave it. i deserve to find good friend for me, even care me, love me, sacrifice for me...........so hard about this life.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
actually, i wanna close this blog one time ago because hav many reason n prblm, but if u hav blog like me, if u wrote same like i did, if u share ur heart with others....u will regret to close it. its like ur life here, ur sweet memory here, ur mistake also here..ur growth up here....even of course u hav nice photo inside.if u not believe it, lets try.
one day at future, i wanna make a nouvel n maybe some of u in my nouvel as my best friend even as my evil. hahhaha. people say always use sentence like "writing on the sky", "writing on the wall " but i writing on the window. hehhe
its transparent but hav many dot dot life.right now, 'm not take photo yet.soonn ok
then the smily mine because i will go hometown soon, now no more prblm n ready for my sister engagement day with her future husband. long time not see my family, i really miss them. i know i'm not always contact them, but its good at least they will miss me. ariff!!!!especially my mother n father....still asking me become steward n model....Ma!!!!! n abah !!!!its funny...i'm not so kind of that la.......
now everything move smoothly...very good. no more argue, no more question mark in mind, looking new friend to make relationship..hahhahha n hurt again. its life la..........thats sweet memory when u getting old... old? hahhaha i'm will become 24, still young la.....but i wish i'm 18 years old......the time move faster now.......i need to hav good career n good life too. no more fun, feel like old man now.still hav energy
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
1. I can be myself when I am with you
2. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
3. Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before.
4. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.
5. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive.
6. You and me together, we can make magic.
7. We're a perfect match.
8. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling.
9. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead
10. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
11. You are simply irresistible.
12. I love you because you bring the best out of me.
13. Your terrific sense of humor.
14. Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat.
15. You're the one who holds the key to my heart
16. You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect)
17. You have taught me the true meaning of love.
18. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.
19.You are my theme for a dream.
20.I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
21. When I look into your eyes, I can see your heart.
22. Your love for me is a natural anti-depressant.
23. I love to hear your voice.
24. Your love has helped me to rediscover myself.
25. Your love is an effective anti-dote to despair.
26. I love to wake up with you by my side...It makes my days better.
27. You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.
28. I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
29. I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid.
30.Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world.
31. You mean the world to me.
32. I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care.
33. I love the way you treasure the gifts that I gave you.
34. I love the way you patch up with me after a tumultuous fight.
35. And, of-course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me ;-).
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
finally, after i replanning my time, n work, i can solve my prblm with well. then i 'm still thinking someone in my heart b4 i go to interview, maybe i need help, even support, but i told myself, finally everyone leaving u, n u must do by urself. i was late, but lucky i got taxi n go there. nice office, i really like. in my heart still i miss someone........then i fill the interview form, n its really nice because at the 2nd last paper hav 20 question about my life, even my sex life, love, ambition, n funny thing.
the question really make me laugh, n miss someone. then in meeting room, hav 2 panel will interview me., liza n faizal. i was nervous, n their question really make me worry n tired. we start at 4pm until 8pm...its really long time.liza is good person, she is brilliant n intelligent. n faizal also is the nice guy...hardworking, n cool guy.
in that interview, they asked me to make 3d model from sketch up, yes i did, but at same time i heard one voice behind me, i hate that voice until i cant concentrate myself for this interview. then again , i only think i wanna say i'm not interested to work there n only wanna share with someone close to me. after the time finished for 3d model, the both of them judge me n make critism, n honestly i told them, i cant do the 3de model, because i hav personal prblm, then liza still wanna know that., we talked n shred face to face, until she understand me, but i'm still confuse.......
then liza stil wanna me work there n already prepared a job offer letter for me, but i must thinking , n shared with someone i really comfortable n understand me. then she follow me n open the door for me with hope i accept her offer. its nice, but the personal prblm still make me crazy....
then i called someone i really miss, but maybe i'm not lucky, i came or called at not right time.i know what happen, i make big mistake.i should not hav feeling anymore, n again i feel i just a piece of cake in this life,. they will reject when they dont need u or even they hav another person. too bad foer me. i'm suprised actually. i'm sad.......i dont know....what should i say.....
Saturday, January 10, 2009
this my arrangement members in my family.
girl, girl, girl, ME, man, man, girl,girl,girl
i started packing all goods at home in kl to move hometown soon. my responsible to help my Sweden friend already finish. he got house, got their own furniture n next monday his life in kl will start. so happy to see people happy n smiling, everything settle.
yeah i felt a little bit sad, but i'm ok. i feel strong, a least i dont hav anyone to miss in kl, except friend. i hav last week someone i loved very much as my best friend, but i already broken heart. no more chance, because i think i need move in front, n dont look at behind anymore. my bus ticket at 24 jan 2009, like a life ticket for me.......
hope everyone happy always...........i will miss all of you.
mas airlines interview
saturday = 17.1.2009 (stewardess)
sunday= 18.1.2009 (steward)
mas kelana jaya training centre
park royal hotel
21 february 2009 park royal
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
let start the story...hahhaha. i hav one friend in kl from cuba, but we nver meet each other b4, so yesterday he on the way to his embassy, he invited me to hav coffee at kl sentral, luckily i'm free at hom, so i just go n meet him. wow.............nice guy with the good attitude, totally different with photo, maybe better than in photo. so we hav drink, he talking about himself, n he was stay in kl around 2 years. i really suprised with foriegner, how they can survive at another country without family, close friend even different food. for me, i feel worry n afraid, if that happen to me.
then we finished around 12pm , n i go back home n sleep, because last night i got bad sms in my life. hahahaha. let it go right...the world need my smile, n i need to be half the world too. so around 4pm i got a message from my Italian friend, he come back to kl because his flight at 3am , next morning. so we just spent time at chinatown n they shopping a lot......suddenly....... this is climaxs the story actually....... hahaha
one accident happened there, so we know each other n exchange phone number. this is my 1st time doing that. its crazy but cool.....so......bla bla bla.........i cant say anything. ask me if u wanna know. then we shopping around chinatown, i'm crazy with perfume n t shirt but luigi n matteo dont want buy it, i feel bad, but its ok save my money. its good price for me actually, also perfume. but finally i realize if i buy the perfume, its not so good. normal for unemployee guy...hehehehe....so thats all my life yesterday. we hav dinner at nandos, n i took that photo with my phone without thier permission. so everyone left me in kl, like the song below. also my other friend sylla from hong kong, michael from australia. nice to meet all of you. let me know if u need help next time.
most people like to enjoy at night b4 holiday, but for me I don’t like it. Since 5 year living in kl city, I never celebrate happy new year or for countdown. Most of the time I just spend at home, maybe I’m lucky my house on hill n can see around kl, even can see genting highland. So I just celebrate night at home with housemate. I hate place with crowded people, smoking area (sometime I like too), n see teenager with crazy attitude, n so on. Better I’m stay at home n relax.
So b4 everyone celebrate New Year at night, I went out with my university mate, afifah. So we went to cinema, that’s time, she wanna see
so the bedtime story is very funny film, cute n sweet film, very nice. much motivate, nice hope with dream n of course its good for good. the kids in this movie also very cute n clever. so nice. so i suggest everyone must go n see that movie.
So we have lunch together, n she shared her problem with me, I bought new dairy, she bought new clothes for her bf. then we walked around waiting until 920pm because we also bought the ticket for our university mate for night movie, Histeria film. Its really spooky movie n nice too, so after finished the movie, both of us, hurry to go back home because have bad traffic, n we already tired because since afternoon, we at shopping complex. Then I celebrate New Year at home.
Monday, January 5, 2009
so something good at this shop is, the just provided recycle plate, boxes of pizza, water in can, so easy to services n clean after finish the food. but its too much for me, so i take away n share with housemate. the located is behind lrt dang wangi, on the way to imperial hotel. so go n try, nice interior inside, but not too much customer. they must do something like promotion n so on.
1. Segenting Kra Channel, Thailand with Masterplan
2. Dumai - Kl Bridges with Masterplan
3. Terengganu Chinatown Conservation
4. Proton proposal reality tv
5. Kuala Lumpur Underneath Triangle Zone
yesterday i was checked my email n i saw 2 nice photo, n i'm smile, laughing n its really funny.its was 2 month ago. i felt i know them for long time ago....they really means to me. i learn many thing about this life from them. Even, when i sad, when i hav prblm , i always share with them. Thats about yesterday. Today, i got that's sentences at my phone. i try to be strong, i read many time until i asked my housemate to explain me. my housemate told me, "pity of u, they won't be in contact anymore. r u did mistake".......i accept is with open heart because i'm ready for everything. n i just smile to my housemate.
oooh god........why i should face this prblm, then suddenly my tears moving fast.....i cant stop anymore. i felt guilty....i try to find my mistake..... one of friend come to me n asking me, "why i'm sad n crying again, do u do a big mistake?" i'm confuse...i know the reason but if thats make them feeling bad, i will go. i will go with open heart. i'm ready for everything although its hurt for me. i should face this prblm, but only one wish from me to them, pls become together forever.
i always involved myself n become 3rd person in one relationship, i try to not involve, but i ts always happen. here i wanna say sorry to everyone. i wanna say to p_ _ _ _ _ _, i really sory n forgive me. i want u happy n always be together, i will go , if thats make all become normal.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
here some infomation about rent house in kl,
1) vista angkasa,
last time i promise will not writing about sad thing anymore. This blog not sad blog, so i try to make hapy for that. i wanna thanks to everyone which is gave me support when i hav hard time like this. i try to not give up, n be strong. maybe as architecture student, i always working, working n do working. when i hav free time, i try to find work. right now when i dont hav job, i feel like nothing, i lost, so tired without no work or job.so again thanks to everyone helped me, love me, appreciate me, care me, ......i'm owe many thing from all of u.