There's always a smile on face but inside heart nobody knows

Monday, July 28, 2008

safrizal's birthday.....my boss at office




one of my officemate at office, we celebrate his birthday on 11 July, I'm late to put here, sorry.............................................................................enjoy the photo


jogging, aerobic



too much pressure, make me feel bad...i need to change, healthy life, mving at future, leave bad people at behind n be a good person to my family...i'm 23 years old already.....(3rd of July 1985)....like Pete said, go out, go out, go out from ur room.......yeah i did pete, but too much people outside n i dont like walk alone...... finally i decided to jogging at taman jaya, normally i went with elly, maybe she sleep, becaus i try call many time, she not answer...maybe drem

something nice with her bf...hahhaha
yeah early 7am i'm there n i'm lucky because hav group doing earobic exxersice....so excited..... hahha i'm not warming up then after 20 minute...owh i hav pain at behind....then i give up n took some photo for memory, its nice..believe me



do u see this photo? light always moving straight although many thing try to block the light...finally the light come to earth n make the grass healthy n so on, its also about life...move on move on...put the bad tPublish Posthing beside n i'm sure many thing good in front....be positive.

think positive part2






think positive

find too many bad people around me.....difficult for me to know, who the honest person....try to be positive actually.......hey guys....when we will go again? b4 ramadhan ok or not?...plssss i'm tired stay in this big city...need some pleasure




Sunday, July 27, 2008

please remember me

i took time to writing this article, its something about feeling, hope, n of course friendship. i try to make me strong, but i cant.my tears moving fast at office, in train n anywhere i go..maybe you all not understand me, but its difficult time to.......no word can i say here...because...........just wanna say...all the best..i'm here always for u as your best friend, anywhere u go......pls remember me


"Hi my dear. how are you? Well, my company has decided about my future work. I was offered a job in our Spain branch in Barcelona. i hav accepted the offer and will move to Spain in September as its seems.........."24 july 2007 ( 16:39:55)

please remember me- tim mcgraw

When all our tears have reached the sea
Part of you will live in me
Way down deep inside my heart
The days keep coming without fail
A new wind is gonna find your sail
That's where your journey starts

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me

Just like the waves down by the shore
We're gonna keep on coming back for more
'Cause we don't ever wanna stop
Out in this brave new world you seek
Oh the valleys and the peaks
And I can see you on the top

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me

Remember me when you're out walkin'
When the snow falls high outside your door
Late at night when you're not sleepin'
And moonlight falls across your floor
When I can't hurt you anymore

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me
Please remember me

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Fix YOu - CoLD PlAY

i love this song very much........its nice song, believe me , give u motivation n make u never give up, wake up , wake up wake up baby......



"When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired,
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone,
but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go

If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face


When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from the mistakes

Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you"

rumahKu n Kontroversi




hehhe memang ni kontroversi..........kalau di takdirkan berlaku, aku nak rumah di bina mcm ni...tapi ikhwan mesti kahwin dgn rina, usop pulak kahwin dgn elly, ise mesti kahwin sap...rumah aku pulak mesti meriah sebab aku kahwin dgn kak pah, rumah aku besar sikit, biasalah aku ngan kak pah sasa n kak pah montel...rumah kena mesti besar2, kalau boleh anak mesti ramai gak.hahahaha....kalau di izinkan Allah la...

ok tak idea aku? 1 acre dgn 4 unit umah.....so kongsi2la...kita buat swimming pool, taman sendiri therapuetic garden katakanla....nak kahwin dlm taman pun tak pe...free of charge

hypertension and me......

Since 2 week ago, my mind n body very bad condition maybe because of the prblm i facing...its bad for me. finally the prblem settle...thanks God because give me something to learn in my life.... for this 2 week, i''m busy manage my time, a lot money wasting....but i'm happy finally......many people come to me n give advise especially PETE n NONU....n not forget alex at hamburg......i need wash my brain, clean my mind, n look at front, moving, moving with someone take care about me....why i should care someone never say love to me? never try to make me happy...n just come n make me mad.......i can stand on my own foot. thanks God.........very very much......

yeah i got high blood pressure since 6 years ago w
hen i study at matriculation college...sometime i took medicine , sometime not because i hate eat many medicine, everyday...issh too much.........here i put meaning about hypertension.



"High blood pressure or hypertension means high pressure (tension) in the arteries. Arteries are vessels that carry blood from the pumping heart to all the tissues and organs of the body. High blood pressure does not mean excessive emotional tension, although emotional tension and stress
can temporarily increase blood pressure. Normal blood pressure is below 120/80; blood pressure between 120/80 and 139/89 is called "pre–hypertension", and a blood pressure of 140/90 or above is considered high."

i hate waiting....

dont blame my blog




someone blame my blog...........i repeat again...THIS IS MY BLOG.....if u hav any comment just put ur comment in the space i gave u...no need bla bla bla......hahhaha i become mad again, i accept ur advise n comment, but dont repeat too much. if u dont like to write it, let me teach u how to do..dont be bastard person.....dont think all people should follow what u want.......n never think another people feeling. DONT BE SELFISH LA.... kan dah maarah...hehehe, enjoy ok

loius in the memory

nice actually when we hav many friend from different race, colour skin, different heart, country diffferent job , n thinking......loius also one of my friend i know him from internet, charming guy n of course hav good position, he is hispanic guy, but i think he is latino american.........something funny about him is he like kfc 23 july its the big day for me........y? secret only someone know about it will understand me n also my heart......its very nice day, nice n give me alot meaning about life......just to put him as memory in my blog......someone i like, someone close to me, someone give me spirirt for my life n future. we share everything, so it better, i put him in my blog, so when i 50 years old, i can read all this thing n will laughing, i'm so crazy when i young .......hahahha.....i miss u friend.............NONU.....help me a lot...


Thursday, July 17, 2008

look horrible but charming


something nice about arbid david is about his work, totally different with others i met b4.as public figure he not arrogant or proud person..so friendly, funny n the important thing is his personality. when i met him as personal, he so funny but when he working as cosmetic consultant, he change 100% ....more serious, 2 personality in one body. nice about him...too lovely person. he was born at labenon but working at paris....marriage with one daughter. actually he try manage himself to be perfect at public, but he really humble man if u close wth him, n of course he like send postcard to all his friend around over the world.....he always advice me about perfume, face treatment and so on. using makeup forever product, will give u good effect...i believe that, i try b4...but its too expensive for me...anyway, hope he will come back again next time to malaysia. if last time , we went to masjid negara, batu cave, dataran merdeka, next time i will bring u to port dickson or waterfall sungai gabai......make u wet n hot....heheh..anyway love spent time with u again.....charming, lovely, friendly...hahhah.see u david

one of my best friend

i meet him from chatting room, i really surprised about him because he is professor....when we chat about 3 month b4 we meet, i thought he just normal person, like us, i don't mind to chat with whom, but he never tell me, n i never ask him for his status...when we chat, he so funny guy, clever n hav many idea, i told him a lot about architecture. then bla bla


finally he told me, he always come Malaysia for his business, i ask him r u sure? he told me why not, so finally we have date at the 1st time at sky bar, traders hotel, nice view from above...oh my god , its superb......n finally he swear about his position after i met him face to face....I'm not believe it, finally he bring the news strait time newspaper n show this (picture down)....oh my god...r u kidding me?i really don't think, how great about him, i'm speechless.....finally we become friend because he like my personality, my thinking n my honesty..



hey david, u r great man , i love ur thinking, ur honesty n wish all u the best.....hahha u still owe from me one thing...my birthday present.....take care

selesa beach resort task





hahha. just got new task from office...so hav trip to pd...bijan is my driver, he is our office boy, hardworking man, kind n funny too..i dont hav lisense la, so i dpt driverla......we went to selesa beach resort...its nicee place...we arrived shar at 4pm...but our client late more than 1 hour..its bad....so we spend time take hoto at beach...she is my lovely architect, funky munky fan...cool take photo a sunset...look sweet? dont jealous.......choiiiiii


love to go again there....comela

port dickson sunset

hey guys...do u still remember our measured drawing at carey island? do u remember we slept at worker house with mosquito, ants, n the toilet not function? i miss u all friend.......alex, ah hock, sting, kok yong, teck khuan, pha yung, pei pei...jong li chengm choi fuen..... od course malay friend too


this sunset make me remember u all, its nature of life, nature of friendship, i'm still rememebr our trip to morib, with full car, we use only kancil, rina bring his blue car but now use new car....i miss u all friend......i want all of u feel this sunset...do u still remember me?


i went to port dickson for 2nd time in my life because my office hav projec there. not now but previous project. i'm lucky because i follow my sweety bos n i'm happy with this trip..i like take photo, i dont care people say i'm crazy with that, at lest i record everything nice in my life.....u should do that...i love to bring all my friend over the world n enjoy with this sunset....hehhehehhe

yon hoe...no need go to sipadan, better in malaysia la.hahahah

portugal, portugese, port dickson, port klang. heheheheh

portugal guy will coming to kl n working here. nice person n mature guy with his life..he so good in photography...hhehe i will become his model..dont be jealous, just kidding...

humble guy with nice work......especially from his camera..i'm forget his website, if u saw his work...i'm sure u will crazy , very artistic,conceptual, modern , n naturality........

http://www.usefilm.com/photographer/16532.html

i learn a little bit portugese language from him, as u know, we already hav portugis at melaka, but we never try to explore that...come on, let me teach u

ola' como estas= how r u friend
ey amo te= i love u
querido = honey or dear
amigo = friend
estas bem obrigado= i'm fine thanks

enough for now...hope u like it...do u think bugis food same with portugese food? who hav some idea tell me.......see u

alexander with new glass


its look nice actually with the new glass. u look slim too...hehehe.i hope ur work at hamburg going smoothly n wish all the best for u...u look different when u leave me at airport last time. i thinkk u do a good job with ur good diet, but dont make me suprised ok, i means when u come back to kl, u hav muscle body hahahha..i will jealous...i'm lazy to go exercise right now.

i'm still hope we can sit down again at avenue k n eat ...bla bla i forgot the name of food........i think u still remember...hehehe yyayaya i remember now "pam mee soup". how ur mother? she ok? i realize, when i go back to hamburg for this time, ur mother spent a lot time with u now......maybe she need u....

i'm still single here, wish someone can love me n give me the best kissing in my heart...lol its like sleepy beauty movie......i'm still waiting ur postcard alex..still dont know, how long its take time...maybe 2 week or 3 week........i will let u know when i got that post card, thanks you very very very much.......

u should teach me germany language, hehehe.....so contact me later , if u hav latest news..see u soon

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Crying again, Allah or God is my best friend

Actually yesterday i got sms from Arbid David, so nice...he still remember me although long time nt come here. really appriciate his sms, i miss u dude...then when i wake up from sleep, i got sms from Alex from Hamburg, Germany....nice sms.......i really miss u dude........i wrote long sms for u n i send it, finally i remmeber my handphone cannot send sms for him only mms..too bad so tired to write again........but in my mind i thinking about david kights fron spain, pansha from dubai and also nonu from portugal.............i miss a lot my friend from over the world.

people come n go leaving me, because of work, business, travel n so on.no one close to me.when i share something i dont hav anyone to share with. but the only one bestfriend for me Allah (my God).yeah...thats why i'm crying unitl now.i'm so sad n my tears move.....thanks Allah, u always with me anywhere i'm go. how bad i'am , u still with me....but people when know about me,they leave me..n give the rule for everything. but you never do that, u give chance. give more chance again,, n give chance again....u still forgive all people.......thats why i'm crying......i dont shy to ask u everything because only u i believe, only u understand me....i'm sad n redha what happen to me.......i dont mind people hate me, leave me n so on.....as long as U still with me..i believe at future, u will help me to facing this....i love U so much.......thanks a lot

"Sir, pls zip ur pant, or close it"

arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:49:24 AM): kak rose, ade kisah lawak tadi tapi terpaksa
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:49:52 AM): x paham
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:01 AM): ade ksh lawak tp terpkse?
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:04 AM): ape tu..
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:13 AM): sye dtg ofis je jd x best
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:16 AM): xde mood
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:21 AM): xtau lah knape..
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:50:22 AM): masa beratur tadi ade seorg arab mcm mix dgn mat saleh
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:50:27 AM): handsome giler
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:31 AM): cm terpkse je ari2 dtg ofis..
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:49 AM): alaaaa.
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:50:55 AM): lepas tu biasalah ushar2
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:50:57 AM): awk ni suke tgk pak arab
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:50:58 AM): tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:51:04 AM): suke sgt..
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:51:05 AM): seluar dia tak zip
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:51:08 AM): knape?
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:51:11 AM): hahaha
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:51:13 AM): hahahahaha
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:51:21 AM): ye?
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:51:22 AM): so takkanla tak nak ckp
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:51:28 AM): ariff habis fikir
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:51:30 AM): mcm mana ye
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:51:53 AM): nak ckp depan muka takut dia malu
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:52:10 AM): nak bagi isyarat mata, takut lain mcm
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:52:15 AM): so ariff ambil pen
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:52:21 AM): tulis atas kertas
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:52:24 AM): bagi kat dia
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:52:34 AM): semua org pandang ariff
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:52:37 AM): malu siot
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:52:54 AM): ariff nak tolong bukan nak goda laki arab tu pun
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:53:24 AM): lepas tu ariff tak tau cerita sebab tak tgk mamat arab tu
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:53:26 AM): sebab malu
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:53:32 AM): hehehehhe
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:53:35 AM): xpelah
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:53:50 AM): awk niat nk tlg...
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:53:53 AM): hehehhe
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:53:57 AM): tp kelakar
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:54:02 AM): knape awk x ckp je
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:54:10 AM): die x pakai underware ke?
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:54:39 AM): mestilah pakai, kalau tak pakai lagi syok
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:08 AM): ariff buat mcm tu sebab kalau ariff ckp dgn dia, takut jadi mcm ayam itik
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:11 AM): ramai orgla
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:23 AM): english ariff pun teruk
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:36 AM): sebenarnya kes mcm ni terjadi kat Alvin tham
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:47 AM): bila ade kelas studio suatu hari tu
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:52 AM): zip dia tak tutup
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:55:54 AM): kelaka la...
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:57 AM): dihadapan 40 student
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:55:59 AM): bayangkan
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:56:02 AM): wawawawa
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:56:03 AM): so
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:56:07 AM): ahahahaha
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:56:16 AM): Alex berbsik dgn Alvin
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:56:21 AM): malu dia
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:56:23 AM): merah padam
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:56:51 AM): entahlah bahasa english ariff betul tak
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:57:11 AM): ntahlah
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:57:15 AM): cmne nak wt erk
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:57:16 AM): "Sir, plz zip ur pant, or close ur pant"
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:57:19 AM): hahha
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:57:28 AM): rse org lain dh nmpk tp wat xtau je kot
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:57:46 AM): hahahahaha
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 9:57:52 AM): tak pe, tuhan tau niat kita baik atau jahat
umie miza (7/16/2008 9:57:54 AM): bagus jugak humor pg2...
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 10:00:01 AM): oklah sambung cerita
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 10:00:05 AM): sory
arimin2001 (7/16/2008 10:00:08 AM): sambung kerja

nice photo from trip to lily weedding



morning pinky pinky glory




sometime my routine every morning when i wake up early is taking photo b4 go to office, with fresh face, smell good, n fresh body.its nice actually when we try to explore the technique of taking photo...u will take many photo, n choose the best only. here i wanna share my lovely photo...its nicxe..pinky pinky

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

sodoku in the TRAIN

i always get bored when i'm in the train...so i just play sodoku..good for mind n health.i always stress with work n life, this games can make me forget everything

Lrt card

come n see, i wanna share u about lrt.....i will do essay for that hahhaha..because naziaty, helena n saari told me i'm not good in english. so i will make it essay today.

"Once upon the time, have one guy very cute and his name is Ariff. Ariff working as assistant architect at Arkitek Karya Budi. He is good man,clever, handsome, and hardworking. Everyday he used train to go office. He is good man because he used public transport.Malaysia's government encourage Malaysian to use public transport. He bought lrt card every month. He don't like traffic jammed, at same time the oil at Malaysia increase too much. He is a good man and good managed his money.He already used 12 month card, you can see the photo. "

wowoow very difficult la nak tulis karangan, long time leave it.. hehhehh

actually, i'm tired n bored using lrt, very very stress inside especially from masjid jamek to klcc lrt..............its bad, i dont like dark subway, i felt can't breath......i hate subway.......but one thing i really like lrt is...hahahha i wish can be model putra line, n take photo inside with many people, as icon....its nice la believe me........hope i will become model.lol............... fat? its ok...


thanks to usop n yon hoe.......

finally my blog look nice after usop teach me how to make it better......1stly,,i put the sweety lemon..woowow its make me always haungry la...give me spirit,fresh...lemon maybe its like lime.....smell good,aromatherapeutic...its about nature...thats why i put title for my blog...SIGNATURE.... i'm smile good, its nature right....hahhaha its me, naturally in everything....then i put song.....its nice song for me..simple n touching my heart........then i put the slide show, its give me spirit actually. its about memory when study at university especially my classmate,..........i miss my chinese friend.....alex, ah hock, choi fuen, kok yong, n ramai lagi la.........if u wanna see how they look like when they young...ahhaha see the slide show...u will laughing.............


then the next day, yon hoe ask me to teach him improve his blog, he is great man, easy to teach him, he mature guy now...but his blog concept water........thats why many photo from him about water...maybe he hav BLUE Mind....hahhaha or BLUES mind......chan is funny sometime.....anyway, i need to do at office la......thanks usop ya......n yon hoe too

Sunday, July 13, 2008

i'm sad

i just feeling..i dont know what i should do...i dont hav anyone close to sshare....at weekend always lonely....no one to meeet

Thursday, July 10, 2008

my birthday






just wanna share the photo



i'm sad..........lonely , stress n wanna cry

i don't have money to go there, also family problem..i love study but i don't go there n to be bad person. so confuse.......when i need help , no one come to help me...but when someone come to me n ask for help, i never say no. i will help to make she or he happy.


its not about sex or money, its about love. i love malaysia, i love my family....i dont know what happen to me at future.. no vision like others...i'm tired study too, i cant control pressure thats why i need lover. i hav someone close with me, but all of them far from me. i cant force people to come n visit me...i'm poor guy too, to support them...

i'm crying, n i dont care crying in front people...i miss that....i love everyone.....

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

my birthday 3rd july



hiiii...my birthday already pass......busy with office work.............. i really miss alex at hamburg germany, thanks for ur call that night. david knight from spain.....still waiting u here in kl dude. to arbid david.......u r so nice n crazy man...love ur joking man...... hasan at qatar n all my friend at malaysia especially my housemate= roomate...hahaha.i'm growth in front of u

not forget my beloved family, ma n abah at hometown..i miss u alot, other sibling, thanks remember my birthday....n not forget ELLY<>

my close ex office mate





i think long time i'm not write here, was busy with office work, love n my life too..so complicated, sometime suffer and also family problem espacially my dad. Alhamdulillah everything ok, n my dad already release from hospital after more 1 month at hospital....he is my boy friend forever n he is important for me.i love my dad so much. he handsome for me...too much

yeah, today i just wanna share my story about my ex office mate.1st day i'm come to this office for working, he and me together come at 1st day, so he so important for me in everything especially work at office, good workmanship, patient n responsiblity n know everything about computer.

but, he finally resign from this office after got good offer from other firm, so, its very sad for me, we came together but he go out early than me.so i hope when he read this article, i wish all the best for him.......i hope u come back to this office Kuchai....and also Mas.....why both of u leave me here....? so here the photo for last day him at our office......